明天是瑞士伶在聖加倫的第三個首演。整晚演出只有一個作品，舞名為 Silence. Now!

老闆這回給了瑞士伶一個8分鐘的獨舞，對我來說可是相當的挑戰。

曾經一度迷失，不知該如何幫助自己面對這8分鐘。

經過越洋電話與芬蘭人討論下，我為自己這段獨舞寫了以下這則小故事:

This is the story that I wrote for my solo in the new creation of the company which is called Silence. Now!.

Story of the solo in Silence. Now!

I woke up in the middle of the night, and I walked out the house. there were woods surrounds the house and a lake which is not so faraway. I followed the moonlight to the lake. I was holding a feather (or hair, or paper, or leaf, or dust….. ) which is full of my life and has weight but not so heavy.

At one moment, I decided to drop the feather into the water, but then I tried to catch it. I went down and down to the water with the thing that I dropped. I came up again, and I found that I still holding the feather between my fingers. what was just happening was actually only happened in my mind.

This time, I did drop the feather to the water, I again tried to catch it, but as soon as it touched to the water, it started to fly. I followed it for a moment and then I walked away from it, and I returned and I walked away. It became a game between me and the feather.

The feather dragged me into the woods. it came closer to me or away from me, and I did the samething to it or sometimes I just stayed and didn’t move then it would come closer. There was one moment that I catch it and hold it tightly, but then I let it go for to continue our game. The game became bigger and faster. We were rolling to the floor, flying through the woods and so on. A while later, I tried to go further, so I ran and I jumped, and when I turned my head back, the feather was gone.

The moonlight was still there, the trees, the lake was still there. I didn’t try to find the feather, because it looked like there was no feather from the beginning, it looked like only myself in this space with the moonlight, the trees and the lake. But I still went back to the places where we had our game, and I tried to remember the game we had, but the memory came slower and slower. Suddenly, I saw myself was running back to the house, and when I reached to the house, my eyes opened. And I realized that what was just happening was just happened in my dream.

Kuan

25. Mar. 2009